Last summer (2016), I finally looked myself in the mirror and realized: I’m going to do it. Next year, I’m thru-hiking the Pacific Crest Trail.
After completing my AT thru-hike by summiting Mt. Katahdin in October 2015, the insatiable desire to be back on trail slowly but surely overcame me. I would reach out to old trail friends time and again to reminisce. I even did trail magic for some of the 2016 thru-hikers. None of that was enough; the trail was calling and I heard it loud and clear. I began working several jobs to save up enough funds for my next 6-month adventure, barely having any time for a social life. It didn’t matter, though, because I knew the synthetic world could never be enough to fulfill my desire for another adventure.
In the midst of my frantic saving, one of my old “tramily” (trail family) members, Perk, called me up from his home in New York. He said he heard that I was thinking about hiking the PCT. I told him if I could possibly make the money work I would be out there the following year. There was a brief silence on the phone and then he said, “You want a gym buddy?” He too had been hearing the call of the trail, but didn’t feel motivated enough to start alone. It was then that we loosely agreed to start the PCT together in 2017, if all went well financially.
On March 27th, 2017, Perk arrived at my house in Alabama from New York. My living room had gear slung all around it, and I apologized to him for the mess. I still didn’t know that my gear would even fit in my new pack and I still had to do my taxes before we left. He laughed as he brought in totes of backpacking gear from his car and his W-2’s, because he was not exactly prepared for this new journey either.
The following morning we had a “taxation is theft” party, sifted through and weighed all of our gear, printed out permits, and after being up all night, we finally headed west! We took shifts driving and napping. Even with lack of sleep, we made it safely to our targeted stop in Denton, Texas.
Perk’s aunt and uncle were nice enough to put our hiker-trash selves up for the night. They even treated us to a nice dinner at Tex Tapas, too!
The next morning we stopped in at Burleson, TX to see the “hiker fam,” a family of seven who also thru-hiked the Appalachian Trail in 2015. They fixed us lunch and as we sat around reminiscing, we shared laughs and future adventure plans. They will be hiking a portion of the Camino de Santiago in Sapin this summer while Perk and I are walking through the desert of California.
After lunch, we waved goodbye and they wished us well. Perk and I both agreed that we would truly miss seeing them on this trail. Honestly, they were like a family to me and helped me not miss mine so badly while hiking the Appalachian Trail. If I am ever fortunate enough to have a family of my own, I can only hope that I will be half the parent to my children as Queen Bee and Bumble Bee are to theirs.
That afternoon, as we continued our west-bound journey, we finally began noticing the change in terrain. I realized as I watched green canopies fade into the brown vastness of west Texas that this is exactly what I had wanted. When people asked why I wasn’t going to fly from Atlanta to San Diego and instead chose a road trip, I simply told them I wanted to see the desert arrive instead of being abruptly deposited into it.
The next day as we approached El Paso, I jokingly played Marty Robbins’ songs, “El Paso” and “El Paso City” over the car stereo. I had passed through this city a couple times before and had always done the same. Perk asked if I thought Rose’s Cantina, the main setting for the story in the song, actually existed. I told him I had tried looking it up in the past, but had never successfully found one. We were both surprised that nobody had capitalized on that opportunity yet. I decided to try looking for it once more–and the third time was a charm! So, guess where we had lunch?
Although no gun fighting broke out, it was still a wonderful experience! Our server was extremely hospitable. We ate wonderful Mexican food beside the Rio Grande and even had one tequila drink–because that’s just what you should do at Rose’s.
On March 31st, we arrived in Phoenix, AZ at Linda and Tammyra’s house. Linda and Perk knew each other from their time in the Navy. While planning this road trip, Perk had asked Linda if he could leave his car with her while hiking for six months and she willingly agreed. We stayed one night, had a BBQ the next night and at 2am Perk and I were on a Greyhound Bus headed west.
After about an 8-hour bus ride we arrived downtown San Diego, CA. I was truly getting anxious, nauseous, even. Doubtful thoughts stormed my mind. “This is what I wanted, right? Do I even remember how to live this life? What do I know about the desert? What if I hate it? What if I get it by a rattle snake? Is the snow in the Sierra’s impassable?” I tried to push away all of the worrisome questions and decided I’d think about them later.
I kept a smile on my face, although my heart was beating as I climbed into a car belonging to trail angels, Scout and Frodo. They are known for shuttling thru-hikers to their home in San Diego from the bus station or airport and putting them up for the night.
We arrived and Scout and Frodo’s around 11am which gave us time to look over our gear once more and actually test it out in Scout and Frodo’s backyard for the night. They fed us lunch and dinner, and Scout even sang to everyone just before bed.
After breakfast the next morning, all of the hikers nervously gathered their things and got ready to be shuttled to the trailhead. I went to the bathroom to change and looked at myself in the mirror while braiding my hair. I had changed so much since the end of my AT thru-hike. My clothes were new, my skin pale, and my hands soft, but I knew up under this odd surface a strong and determined woman named “Dixie” was just itching to reemerge and conquer another quest.
As I heard them calling for the last of the hikers to get on the shuttle, I smiled at myself in the mirror and whispered, “let’s do this.”
Stay tuned for my first post from the trail!
Happy Trails,
Dixie
I enjoy your blog as much as your YouTube channel; you write very well!
Looking forward to your next update!
Dixie,????
Love your blogs and vlogs. Will be following along as you and Perk conquer the second leg of the Triple Crown. Just had quadruple bypass surgery 2 weeks ago. Following you along will help me get thru cardiac rehab! Hike onward and upward????????????♀️
Good to have new content. I know you’re busy hiking and living, so no pressure. Just good to hear/see/read of your new adventures.
You know the stream of emotions that will go through your mind, and pain that will rattle your muscles and bones. Enjoy those peaks and valleys! Some of those locations may be your first and last to see. You are strong! You aren’t scared to defeat life’s challenges that it throws at you. Enjoy your hike. Maybe one day I’ll see ya round the bend!
Hey there Dixie,
I’m sure you will get your hiking legs back soon.
My son Patrick, is planning to hike the AT in 2019. He told me about your YouTube Channel and after one video you had me hooked. I have hatched them all, read your blogs and read you e-book.
I’m so happy to see your are reaching your dreams and accomplishing them one by one.
I can wait to hear more about the PCT and your new and exciting adventures.
Best wishes to you and Perk
Safe travels dixie- no worries remember the Eagle is flying above you!
Best wishes to you and Perk.
You go girl!! This piece of dirt will be yours to win over and over one step at a time
I’m 68 years old and grew up near the AT in Virginia and hiked and fished the many trout streams in our area. Glad to see you conquer the old AT and I’m looking forward to seeing you do the same over on the left coast. Stay strong young lady!
I think I would do the hike just to enjoy the Pie Place in Julian! Keep on Keeping on!
Dixie: I will keep you in my prayers. I love seeing people embrace all that life has to offer. A little risk is good for you. Hope all goes well and the adventure is as grand as you desire. Funny, my wife went to high school in Burleson. Show that Tiger spirit! Great blog post.
I agree, your blog writing is great and as enjoyable as your videos! I can only imagine you were sure nervous at the start, but I bet your into the groove now! Oh, and check your email.
Sounds like you had a reality check arriving in San Diego, just remember god is always with you and enjoy the journey. The trail has been calling and you answered. Just another page in the Dixie journal. One day at a time.
Road trip vs. Airplane was a great choice. As always, your words are profoundly touching and inspiring. More than a few times I’ve closed my eyes while hiking, working, and in my lab… wondering where’s Dixie ? what must she be doing right now ? #DixieQueen
Glad to get the chance to follow your journey this go around. Should be a fun adventure.
Love the start! Have a great journey. I’m looking forward to your videos and blog so much. Can’t wait to see the Sierra Updates. Gonna be out there in August on the John Muir Trail! Have Fun!
Good luck Dixie! I so enjoyed watching your AT through hike and you have inspired me to start planning for a thru hike myself. I will look forward to your blogs and your Wednesday videos!
Glad I am starting at the beginning of your journey. Feels like I am traveling with you. Love the intro on your preview video, it came out great.
Thanks for letting all of us hike along with you (at least in spirit). I am retiring in June and planning to hike the Virginia portion of the AT starting in mid July. The motivation comes from your youtube posts. THANKS and good luck on your adventure.
What’s funny is if you were to reverse the image of you and Perk in the car, it would appear that Perk is in the driver’s seat while asleep, and you would be the freaked out passenger.
Vaya con Dios!
I anticipate your first VLOG this evening …
Apparently you chose NOBO.
I hope to hike the AT next year … if I can afford it and my health holds up (I am 71).
Hike fast … before the snow packs up north …
Looks like an awesome start to another great adventure. I really enjoyed your book, & I’m looking forward to following your trip.
You are quite the inspiration to me. Everyone in Opelika is talking about you. I hope to do the AT in February next year and you are making it easy for me. Thanks and godspeed on your journey!
Seems so strange to be reading this by some girl from Opelika! (I’m in Columbus) Most folks from not around here don’t even pronounce it right. Of course you aren’t just some girl from Opelika. Your hikes, your stories, and your videos are amazing and very inspiring. I’m looking forward to keeping up with your adventure on the PCT. Be safe!
Good luck! I enjoyed your posts from the AT; looking forward to your new ones. Keep’m coming!
Good luck, Dixie
Great to see you on the trail again.
I know you have a plan, and the ability to execute it well.
All the best
Enjoy the journey!
Safe journey Jessica Mills !
As you know it is more about the adventure than the destination! What a great adventure to the start of your next destination, looking forward to more videos from the PCT.
Best of luck.
Dixie,
I retire 28 Feb 18, and will start the AT that March thanks for the UTUB video’s.
Tehachapi awaits your arrival. When are you going through? Or are you and your trail bro already past us.
RLS
Looking forward to checking it out! Perk is already through 🙁
Dixie,
Enjoyable read. Hope all is well on the trail!
Awww! Thank you 🙂 Good to here from you. Hope all is well with you!
Thanks for all your posts! I’ve been reading your blog the last couple weeks! I love your attitude and your spirit! Also, hooray for engineering women! (I’m currently a student!) I try to get my little backpacking trips in the woods, whenever I can! Thanks for your inspiration and keep trekking!! I think you’re rad!
Ps I love that you have a ULA pack; I love my Circuit!! (Osprey also kicks serious butt too!)
Dixie, I have been following your YouTube videos. What an insperation your perspective has been on your journey. You make hiking the distance invitable. I plan to hike with my boy friend in 2020 or 2021. I am still working and hope to retire in this time frame. We have been reading, starting to plot our trip on the PCT, hiking and checking out our potential gear. Keep up the great work!
That’s awesome, Terry! If you have questions during your planning, let me know. I wish y’all the best in your journey 🙂
Dixie, I have been following your YouTube videos. What an insperation your perspective has been on your journey. You make hiking the distance invitable. I plan to hike with my boy friend in 2020 or 2021. I am still working and hope to retire in this time frame. We have been reading, starting to plot our trip on the PCT, hiking and checking out our potential gear. Keep up the great work!
Hi Dixie, been watching all of your videos from PCT 2017… Thank you so much.
Love them!
Just wondering though… how did you get back from the Northern Terminus?? Hike to Manning Park then bus to Vancouver?
Did you have post hiker depression when it was over??
Doing my first coming up… did not make my permit take off date, but a visit to the terminus yesterday showed very few have.. lil worried about that and need to hit it soon! only 14-15 have been leaving when at the pcta website 50 a day have been signed up starting last month!
Hey Eric! Good luck on your hike 🙂 I did a video on this topic (accessing the terminus)—
https://youtu.be/RtrzRig_tQk
I had post Hiker depression after the AT. I mention a bit about that in this video:
https://youtu.be/BSUCNYwTf3k
I think it’s all about channeling your energy into something else once you finish. You’ll have several months to debate what that will be. Haha.
Happy Trails! You’ve got this!